A full-blown journey with 5MeO DMT is an experience that can be nothing short of terrifying, something like being rocket-launched into the heart of the Mystery.
Heart of the Mystery around which all APOLLO adventures can be said to orbit. The following is an attempt to express the unexpressable.
you have dared to leave
the Dream of the Human Monkey
and enter the Mystery
you have agreed to the rush
of imploding consciousness
reflecting back makes one shiver:
when the veil is lifted
(i mean, ripped apart
in infinite tornadoes of silence)
the scene behind drills holes in the eyes
through which you pass
— breathe! —
like a sun collapsing
thru light-years of Creation
— breathe! —
past this howling hologram
into the Emptiness of Non-Existence
(words cannot keep up and turn back)
— breathe! —
(each obsidian breath expands the chest)
as you surrender to the raging wilderness
to the Source that Knows No Boundary
— keep breathing! —
it is your birthright to awaken
fluent in the Living Language of Light
yet aware of the Emptiness Behind the Mask
mankind has built concrete cities
over that impossible foundation
written volumes of scriptures
over that unspeakable truth
all the wise Ancestors of your Future & Past
they wear headdresses of feathers
from birds that never flew and never will
let it be known:
dead you are already
let it now be known:
all is healed
in the Experience of Oneself
and let it forever be known:
love cannot be compared
that is, not until
a drop of dew crystallizes anew
and you reenter the Dream of the Human Monkey